Monday, May 23, 2016

Important Words: Hope

“To want something to happen or be true and think that it could happen or be true.”  That is the definition of the idea of hope, as defined by Webster’s dictionary.  If I were to be a cynic, as sometimes I am, I would define hope as “willfully believing in something that you know will not come to pass.”  The latter is a decidedly a more dreary and pessimistic outlook on life.  Even in the good times, you are just waiting for the hammer to fall.  Happiness, any sense of joy is but a fleeting delusion.  Not the most satisfying definition to be sure.  Yet I think that the former definition, while sunnier, is not satisfying to me either.  I think there is something deeper at work when we hope. 

On one level, Webster’s is very much correct in defining hope.  For instance, when I meet a friend for a beer, I hope that what follows is good conversation.  When I get up in the morning and the Lord sends me on my way, I hope to arrive there safely.  In school, when I neglected to do the reading the night before, I certainly hoped the professor would not call on me to frame our discussion for the day!  As a sports fan, I often hope my team will win.  In the case of the Detroit Lions, that hope is often dashed by the end of the first quarter.  One could also hope for something to go well.  For instance, every day that I take a job as a substitute teacher, I hope to have a great day.  More long term, I hope that I have taken up a position as a youth pastor come this fall, closing an advent season of life.    

Yet there is something deeper at work I think when it comes to the very idea of hope.  While there is merit to the surface level, everyday hopes, and I certainly don’t want to undervalue that.  I have found that hope is one of the key attributes in living the Christian life on a deeper level.  Those others being faith and love, of which we know that love is the greatest, the queen if you will.  Yet that makes faith and hope the treasured daughters.

Those that know me well, know I am proud to have gone to a college called Hope.  I wear my Hope College pride on my sleeve.  The Dean of the Chapel would often remind us students, that Hope was an excellent name for a college.  It taught me that to hope for something is an act of faith.  Hope’s history has reflected that in the last 150 years.  Hope was founded by Dutch immigrants fleeing persecution, looking to educate their children, hoping for a better future for them.  “This is my anchor of Hope for this people in the future” spoke Albertus C. Van Raalte, on the occasion of the founding of the college.  Hope is a deep seated optimism.  It is a trust and a building for the future.  It is why we plan great things from small things, even if we will not live to see them to fruition.  Many decades later, Hope is a thriving, though tiny college in a sleepy little town on Lake Michigan.  It is the 1920’s and the college of around 400 students has outgrown its chapel and needs to build a new one.  Rather than build a modest new structure, able to fit the immediate needs of the college, President Dimnent, had a vision of a massive edifice that would one day be filled to the brim with a standing room only crowd.  What came of this vision was the Neo-Gothic chapel that now graces the well-manicured lawns of the college, seating around 1,200 or more, opening in the depths of economic depression.  This act of faith came at great cost, as it is believed President Dimnent footed a large portion of the bill himself.  History has proven his vision true, for today the chapel rings with the sweet melodies of students gathering in worship, often with a standing room only crowd.  Yet at the time, he had but a vision of hope that he chose to follow in faith, not knowing if he would ever see that vision fulfilled.  I wonder if many locals privately snickered at “Dimnent’s Folly” at the time, practical Dutch folks shaking their heads at such heedless waste over morning coffee at the local diner.

To hope for something is a great act of courage.  Going to the biblical account of Abraham, God called Abraham out of that which he had known, for the foreign and alien.  God called Abraham to move into the land promised for him and his descendants.  Though he would never obtain the promise, he set out in faith and in hope, come what may.  I also think of the story of Moses, whose mother hid him in a basket on the Nile when he was but a babe, hoping beyond hope that he would come to a better end than Pharaoh’s designs.  What about Hannah?  Praying and hoping for a child, that child being Samuel.  What about the woman who had been bleeding for twelve years?  In spite of years of “miracle” cures that turned out to not be so miraculous, she never gave up hope.  Having the nerve to touch the fringe of Jesus’ cloak.  Her faith, born of hope and not a small amount of desperation, made her well.  In each of these stories, courage was present.  It was a courage born out of hope and faith.

Hope is defined by expectation.  Contrary to Webster, hope is not merely wanting a thing to happen, but it is expecting that thing to happen.  I follow the church calendar, something that many Reformed folks do not always observe as closely.  Yet if we do follow the calendar, we note that the New Year for the church begins a month earlier than that of the secular calendar.  The beginning of the church year is marked as a season of reflection and introspection.  It reminds us that just as ancient Israel waited for the coming of Messiah, so too we as Christians wait in expectant hope in the twilight just before the dawn of a new age, when Christ will return.  Advent is a season of longing in hope, knowing that soon it shall come to pass, that restoration and wholeness will be at hand.  Hope reminds us that though we live in an age of hurt and parting, sadness and despair, there is a coming day when wholeness is at hand.

Hope sustains us in that waiting.  It helps us to get out of bed on those mornings that are so bleak it seems like there is no point.  It gives us reason for living, for planning ahead for the future.  I know that personally I have traveled through a wilderness valley of my own.  It has been hope for a brighter future that has kept me walking, even on days in which I just wanted to lay in bed.  My time at a church in Illinois a couple summers ago was a wilderness experience, it was not a happy time.  It was a time of loneliness and despair, though you might not have seen it to look at me.  I came home feeling broken and brought low.  Clinging fiercely to hope, a reminder that I have a purpose, helped to sustain me during that time.  It sustains me now as I am still waiting to find my niche, my place to belong, and I expect that soon to come to pass.

To be absent of hope, is to be impoverished in the soul.  Hope gives us purpose and helps see us through the events of life that are not so enjoyable.  Life lived without hope is one that is without purpose or meaning.  Life lived with hope, gives us an impetus to plan for the future.  To take risks.  To build great things and dare greatly.  To fight for our own little corner of creation, making it better when we leave it than when we found it.  It is a personal and corporate rebellion against the darkness in our world, boldly proclaiming that darkness cannot overcome the light.


I think it is safe to say that we could continue to talk about the merits of hope, and go ever deeper into the well of that subject.  For the Christian, and indeed for the human being, hope is not some flighty idea of fancy.  It is a bedrock value that gives us a purpose and a reason for being.  It is a bulwark against the darkness in our world that heralds the supposed triumph of the night.  It is that fringe of light in the morning twilight that promises a new dawn.

Monday, May 16, 2016

Way of Nature, Way of Grace

I have decided to revive this long dormant blog.  I probably won't post more than once or twice in a week, yet I have recently felt the need to take this back up again.  I just finished a unit of Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE), in which I was affirmed in several ways, including sharing my thoughts.  This is an outgrowth of that affirmation.  Tonight's post will not be long, for it is merely introductory, a teaser if you will, though some postings may very well be as I share my thoughts and opinions on life.  Feel free to contribute, offer your opinion, criticism, whatever.  I only ask that you be civil and reasoned.

Tonight, I leave this little excerpt from Terrence Malick's movie "The Tree of Life."  It reminds me of Psalm 1, or St. Paul in Galatians talking of the Fruits of the Spirit.  Pointing to one way of living our lives, a way that turns inward, that ultimately destroys us.  Then it points to a still a more excellent way, the way of grace, the way of life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z28Mi6mUyKo&spfreload=5


What are your thoughts?  How have you seen this lived out?  Feel free to share.


Currently Reading:  "The Return of the Prodigal Son" by Henri Nouwen