Last night as I was hanging out with a group of guys from my
church, one of them essentially stated that the church was just like the
business world. Pastors are often seen
as moving up the corporate ladder of church hierarchy. They may start out at a little church or as
an associate pastor fresh out of seminary, then after a few years move on to a
bigger church with more responsibilities and then a still bigger one after
that. The best of them will end up
pastoring mega churches with thousands of people. Essentially pastors are just looking out for
themselves and their families, looking to make it big. Point is, every few years; pastors get “promoted.” That’s all the church is, a business hawking
religious wares. That makes the pastor a
salesman for religion.
It is a sentiment I’ve heard all too often. I remember hearing a deacon once say in a
consistory meeting that “The church is a business; you have to give the people
what they want.” It absolutely breaks my
heart to hear such things. I know that
is not how things are meant to be. Our
congregations should not be concerned with the bottom line like the corporate
world is. Our goal is not to make
money. Our goal is not to get bigger and
better. Our goal is not “to give the
people what they want” (if we did that we would never come close to plumbing
the depths of the mystery and we would never truly grow). Our goal is to seek after Christ, making
disciples of all nations, bringing hope to a dark and foreboding world that so desperately
needs a glimpse of the glory.
I see the local church as a community of people brought
together by the Spirit to grow in faith with each other. I see the church as a place where we can turn
to when the chips are down, knowing that we have a place for support, a safe
harbor amidst the stormy gale of life. I
see the church as a community of broken people bound together by God’s
grace. I see the church as a community
of people that seeks after justice, working little by little to right the
wrongs of this world. A church is an
oasis, a tiny reflection of the glory that is to come. It is a microcosm that serves as the perfect
example of the “already, not yet” that the theologians wax so eloquently
about.
Growing up in the church, I have seen some moments that
reflect our brokenness. I have friends that
have been greatly hurt by the church and the people in it. I certainly don’t want to gloss over that, it’s
a huge problem. Too many people get
pushed to the margins because they don’t quite fit in or they made some
terrible mistake that the church shuns them for. Yet I have also seen moments
that serve as a foretaste of the glory that we do not yet see clearly. I still look back in wonder at some of the
mission trips I went on in high school. The
service rendered to others and its deep value was not the only lesson I
received. I got a picture of the people
of God, working together to alleviate a little bit of suffering in this
world. I saw the people of God coming
together for a purpose, with no concern for the bottom line, trusting that God
will provide a way. I saw the people of
God standing defiantly in the face of the darkness of this world; though at the
time I was unaware of that very idea.
The reality of the matter is that many do indeed treat the
church as a business, concerning themselves only with the bottom line. It will be one of the things I have to
confront in the not too distant future. To
that end, I have been blessed to read Eugene Peterson’s memoir The Pastor in my break times while
subbing the last few months. In Peterson,
I have found a good voice to listen to as I prepare to enter into full time
pastoral ministry, Lord willing, in the coming months. I admire Peterson because he set down roots
at a church for decades, not leaving when times got rough and greener grass
appeared on the other side of the fence.
It was good for me to read that kind of thing. When I enter into pastoral ministry, I don’t
want to be looking ahead and moving every few years, seeking to head up the
ladder. That’s not my ambition, I hope
it never is. Instead, as pastor, I want
to see seeds planted in the hearts and minds of the people. I hope that God then gives me a chance to see
those seeds grow. It would be a boon to
me someday, to see an individual I had baptized as a little infant make profession
of faith as an adult, confirming their baptism as a mature believer. I won’t get to see that if my ambition is to
climb up the corporate ladder of the Reformed Church. I won’t stick around long enough to see the
seeds that were planted grow into something good and beautiful.
If all we are concerned about is the bottom line. If we want butts in the pews and bucks in
plate, using that as our yardstick of a good Sunday, we miss the glory. We miss the glory of seeing the Spirit at
work. We miss the glory of lives being
changed. We miss the glory of deep wounds
being healed. We miss the glory of those
who were once lost being found. We miss
the glory of the light and continue to fumble around in darkness. Our faith then becomes but a lifeless shell, that
is easily cast off as if were mere chaff.
We cannot reduce the church to a business model. There is too much at stake for us to be so
foolish as to do so.
Andy, this is a fantastic expression of what Christian community at its best should be about, rather than the business model we are all too often all about. Your example of seeing someone you baptized as an infant make profession of faith as an adult (and knowing how little that pastors stick around to see that happen these days) seems especially poignant. Thank you for sharing!
ReplyDeleteNice post, Andy. As someone who has now served 3 congregations within these past 15 years, I acknowledge the true sadness of knowing that my pastoral relationship with people has beginnings and endings. I hate the idea of pastoral "ambition" and intentionally seeking ways of climbing the ladder towards bigger and bigger pulpits, but I'm not naive about the different and ever changing needs of each church community in relationship to the limitations of gifts/passions of each particular pastor. There are also different "seasons of life" for pastors who balance family life with pastoral life. In all honesty, sometimes change is healthy for everyone.
ReplyDeleteMy biggest pastoral influence is Willis Jones, who was my pastor at Third as a child. Willis was amazingly gifted and did wonderful things at Third. He also stayed at each church for almost exactly 7 years. No more. (usually) No less. I don't think he did this out of ambition or a lack of commitment, but because of call.